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Have you ever been so mad you wanted to cry?

Sun Sep 20, 2009, 6:48 PM
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  • Playing: out arguments with my mom in my head. weird much?
I have. In fact, I am right now. My mom and dad are in the middle of a divorce right now and my mom, brother, sister and mii are living with my mimi who is just plain crazy. Well, ever since we haved moved up here, mom has been going to this dance/bar place like, every weekend.

Weeeellllll, Friday, I went to my friend's birthday party which was just mii and her and some of her friends and her stupid boyfriend goin out to eat and then walking around stupid places all night. That night I found out things about her that I just totally did NOT want to know, and her friends were cool an all, but they weren't the greatest people in the world. Well, being mii, I didnt want to surround myself with those people so I texted momma askin if she would come get mii....wellllll, she never answered. And I called her and texted her while having no fun at all all night long and she never answered a text or a call or nothing. So, I had to endure it.

I came back the next morning because I had to rudely tell my friend that I wanted to go home, so she took mii. I walk in and find momma in the bed sick as a dog. Because she got some kind of "food poisoning". Later, I come to find out that her car isnt at the house, but at the bar. She got so drunk, she had to get a freaking taxi to drive her home so she didnt crash and die.

We went and got it and came back, and I find a big freaking case of Beringer in the back seat. She had another pack.. Her last pack is EMPTY.
I'm pretty sure she is turning into an alcoholic.

And then, I cant say some other stuff......but lets just say, she is with one of many man friends right now, and I cant get ahold of her. AGAIN. Did I mention she has been gone since like, 2:30 this afternoon??? She has to get up at 5:15 to take her mother to the hospital and she is not here.

I had to feed the kids, run to the grocery store, get the kids in the bath, bed, and scream at them for not going to sleep....AND endure her moms complaints, rants, and fears. IM NOT A MOM AND I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO TAKE THE ROLE OF A MOM UNTIL I HAVE MY OWN FREAKING KIDS.
She is acting like a child. I'm mad. I'm sore [[ladies you should know why]]. I'm tired. I'm worried.

I want to cry.

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:icontrainingartist:
Thanks for the watch! :hug:

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:iconxonoonesperfectox:
Oh, you're welcome! I love your work, so might as well keep an eye on ya ha ha

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:iconlashaye:
thanx 4 :+fav:

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:iconxonoonesperfectox:
:nod: no problem

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:iconbmxpunkette:
:( sadly i was kidding :P

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:iconxonoonesperfectox:
....dang.... ha ha

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Everything that should have broken me only made me stronger.

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:iconbmxpunkette:
spank you spank you very much..i didnt go to art school for nothin :P LOL kiddin

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:iconxonoonesperfectox:
cool, where did you go to?

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:iconx-bloodmoon:
Tagging you again >.<
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